A few words, and a confession.

Ok, I want to make this simple and quick, but I cant, but first, I confess.


I am MarbleFury.

Now before the admins decide to get the banning fingers ready, I want to explain why I was a asshole as Marblefury.
My granddad was in a hospital and was expected to not make it, I was totally destroyed during summer.
Everything felt bad because at any waking moment my granddad would die.
And this make me get really angry at people, so I was a total jerk on forums, and refused to communicate with other people.
And I came back as Super Jump because I still cared for this community and I felt It was unfair no one could understand my reasons to be a jerk.
Then, Drama; My Granddad died on October 5th, 2015, which is my birthday.
I felt like I would be scared for life, everytime it was my birthday I had to remember that my granddad died that day.
Please hope you understand, As I quit this community to search for a better thing.

Farewell,
Fearless Block.

I'm honestly sorry you were going through some tough times recently. I've personally never experienced loosing a loved one before (and I hope not to for as long as possible), but I can understand how heartbreaking it can be. It's also pretty hard to get worse than loosing someone like this on your birthday (or just any special day).
I would be angry as well if this had happened to me. I would do my best to not take it out on anyone that doesn't deserve any hate and rather take it out on someone they allow me to vent at (even then it's not totally the best option). I'm not blaming you for being a jerk to some of us, and I don't want you to feel that way either. I'm just saying I'd personally find another way to let out my sadness.
Even if some of us don't completely appreciate you being a jerk to the community (and then to lead to a ban), feel free to talk to some of us. I'm almost always open for a friendly chat about anything you would like, and I hope others are too. I don't think it was right to create another account here to avoid a ban, but it is understandable if you just want someone to talk to.
Hopefully your Granddad's in a happier place now. I'm sorry you had to experience this.

hi marbleous
back in 2012 i lost my dad to cancer
and i can say that life can move on
if talking to people doesn't help, remember that only time will help. It make take years. It may take decades. But I have the deepest faith in you that you will recover.

my best wishes for your future. you will survive this

Sorry for the sudden reveal, I just felt like something was wrong when I hided the truth.
And thanks a lot for the support guys.

We are so sorry for your loss. We couldn't even help but to do banhammers and stuff, because we didn't understand of what you're feeling since then. Welcoming you to the community is a very big deal for all of us, because we, and even you, see each other as friends, and this MB Community is recognized as a family as a whole.
If you have problems, just let us know. We might able to help you.
joj