Sounds irrevocably messed up. Sorry that you had to experience such horror.
Evidently you are upset. All I can say is stay strong, start each day with a smile, and keep telling yourself that you're a better MB player than those "blockheads." Some people are just immature, even in high school, and all you can do is move on and ignore them. Because if you don't, you'll spend all of your days spewing hatred instead of living life to its fullest potential, and you'll rob yourself of the good things in life. Haters
want you to retaliate, but sometimes the best retaliation is none at all. You don't want to feed the haters, right? Just know that life gets much better after high school is over, so ignore all the haters and focus on the good things in life, and you'll feel much better.
Although I am far from politically correct, many people are, and thus some people may get offended by your use of the word "retarded", even though I don't think you mean anything by it. So just pointing that out for future reference if you decide to use it out of context in public.
I love you, but your attitude is like that of a shrew. Your options? Take a pill or be my kill. Might I suggest that you wear a vest. Perish in class or be banished to the land of bluegrass, where dreams don't exist as you'll be eternally pissed.