Over the past 2 years that I have been part of this wonderful community, I have thoroughly enjoyed meeting people, improving my times, PQ, and even participating in this year's Summer Tournament. Genuinely have I enjoyed my time here, but there are new horizons that await me and there are things I have to let go of in order to embrace others.
I began to feel as though I should leave the community about a month ago. I lost interest in the tourney, felt challenged by the pressures of life and wasn't even enjoying playing Marble Blast, even though it was my emotional go-to. I became very very discouraged, depressed and anxious, and it didn't seem that being part of this community was going to cut it. It's funny because now that I am really starting to go 'all in' with life again, I feel like I want to play more and develop my skills and friendships here! But I recognise that now I'm an adult (officially 18!), I have to choose between things that seem right and things that are right. And in this case, continuing with life here would only mean I sacrifice the things I deeply want to do.
I do hope this doesn't surprise anyone in a negative way. I don't like to mention names in case I miss people out, but I would in particular like to thank NatureFreak, Rosie, Kalle, Aayrl, Eguy, hPerks and Frostfire for being highly welcoming, friendly and encouraging - even if we haven't spoken much. It means a lot to feel properly welcomed into an online community, and you all made me feel at ease. EDIT: There are also other people I've talked to in recent times, thanks to you too
If anyone actually wants to stay in touch, I may consider it, although I am not one to give away social media details. I may stay on Discord but only for direct messaging and not for the MB server. Before I 'leave' leave, I have uploaded recordings of 6 works I composed whilst at music school before I go onto music conservatoire - my compositions are different to (better than ) my improvisations. Here is a link to a playlist of them all: . I am sure I will still upload recordings to my SoundCloud (see footer). Hope you enjoy
My best wishes for the community,
Ethan Mitchell/TheEvoker/TheEwok/Evoker
SoundCloud page here: